Back to Earth Again!

Something significant happened to me today. Someone talked to me today and this person made me back to earth. Feels like hell when people will tell the truth, but this hell feeling can bring you back to earth after you are in heaven for such a long time. Yeah, time to back to earth for me, time to back to reality.

The person used the straight-to-your-face way of telling me what I did wrong, which is quite harsh to me. Reality is harsh sometimes, no? And the only person that talk things out gotta be my parents. They will really sit down and talk it over. And it's the best way to get things right without misunderstandings.

And yeah, we talked over it through messenger and I may not talk to the person face to face this time and say sorry, but I'm gonna find ways to meet the person and say that word. It was hurtful to the person for me to say things about the person. The person had always believed that I am not that type who will say bad things about people.

Wanna say thanks to that person too for making things right and understand the situation from others' perspective, a quite mature and critical way of solving problem instead of confrontation or quarelling. Done with the problem now and I now I can put the worries behind, haha. Feel as light as a feather now.

But I wanna get clarification from the others (those who tell 'the person' what I had said) about things that they got misunderstood. No hard feelings for them, because I also wrong in some ways. Yet, they might have misunderstood me in some ways and I want to get things right as soon as possible. Sigh, the problem is, it might takes a long time to make people change their perception about me.

I don't mind if they don't like me, but PLEASE don't include about my family or my school for that matter. You may choose not to like me, but how I act has nothing to do with my family and my school!! Family and school educate me when I am growing up, but how I act is what I chose to be!! I'm pissed with that and sad that they had include my school's name when talking about me.

Whatever it is, up to those people if they wanna hate me and I won't give a damn about it. I have my own live and I have much more important things to care about, I can't control what you think about me, and you people are close-minded to dwell over small things. And still act nice in front of me, how fake is that! Why don't just what you all dissatisfied about me straight away? That would be better.

That's all for now. Will be back with more updates.