THE DECISION

Here I am blogging. Finally the saga is over. As all of you know, I had problem choosing my university and wonder which university will I choose. And out of everyone surprise, I chose USM. Probably all of you will wonder what had prompted me to make this decision. It's a twist of fate actually.
It took me about 2 weeks to decide what I am supposed to do. I was struggling with my decision - sleepless nignts, bucket of tears (alright, maybe not that much) and sending messages and calling everyone possible which makes me use up my credit so much. I had even insist of going to MMU for this week just in case I want to stay at MMU and I don't even listen to my mum when she tell me to withdraw from MMU last week. I was really stubborn after all. I want to stay there cos of the pros I've mentioned before and this is also due to the fact that I am a person who insist of doing everything till the end once I've started doing it. So the suggestion of pulling out of MMU is not the right thing to do.
But fate was a weird thing. Had I not going through all this, I will never know that I was a really stubborn girl and was undecisive. This is really bad actually cos I am study Management and undecisive will do harm to the company if you work as a manager. And since I have discover my weakness, I try to improve on it in order to excel in this course.
Ok, back to the original subject - why I chose USM after all and not MMU as I had insist? Well, I decided to give USM a try cos this is the once in a lifetime opportunity. That's all. Cos this is the chance not everyone got. Not all people got to enter local university after all. I maybe risking my future doing this I decided to give it a try. If it is really that BAD, only then I will quit USM and then back to MMU. I guess everyone will say that I am stupid doing this, but I think I deserve a try at USM. Maybe if it is not that bad, then I'll continue there. People probably saying by doing this, I am putting my future at risk. But at least I am giving myself a chance to try. At this age, I was permitted to make mistake and people make mistakes in life. And this is the best solution. If I do not go to USm, I will never know what is the condition over there. I sure will regret if I did not give USM a try.
This is the conclusion that I have made, no time to dwell on it. Of course I am sceptical going over there. Never know what to expect as private uni is different from local's. This is the decision I've made. I think I made the decision after some chat with one of my senior. He was really kind. Telling his experience and advice that he knew about, encouraging me, and even sacrifice his time of going back home. I was really lucky to know him, who is the OC of my group during orientation. That was then I know what to do. I was really lucky to know some future leaders in MMU, got to know them, even my cousin studying over there had been wondering why I got to know those 'big & popular people' in MMU. Haha, Not many, I just know two person, but this two person had really made a difference in my life. They are leaders, had their own vision, experienced, smart and most of all, they are really capable people. They will be my inspiration throughout my university life. And I thought that Daniel will be my only inspiration but somehow, normal people can also be great inspiration to me!!! I wonder when will be the next time I got to see them again. But if not for my undecisiveness, I probably would not know them more and they will never know who I am. But one thing for sure, I sure miss MMU. This the happiest time of my life over there during orientation and I bet USM will never give me those feelings again. And now I have to go through the Orientation over again. Sigh.... have to check out what is in store for me over there..

Future or Once in a Lifetime Opportunity?

Well till now I had been really undecided which uni to go. Should I stay in MMU or should I go to USM?
This topic has been dweeling like forever and I haven't had the answer yet.
All of u had been wondering why is it hard for me to make the decision? It is most probably because there are pros and cons studying in both uni. Let me list it out:

MMU
Pros
1. The environment in MMU is beter than that of USM. The lecture hall and library can bee reached within walking distance. It means I can save my time from all those waiting. The faculties in the campus is nearby and students from different faculties can intereact with each other. So I probably won't stick within my community only.

2. The lecturers are more experienced and fluent in english. Even the Malay lectures speaks good English. And English is the medium of studies in MMU since it was established.

3. The course I took: Marketing with Multimedia is having more to offer than the other conventional Management course in other uni. Multimedia is very important now in every aspect and it helps when u r making a presentation and markets the product.

Contras
1. The problem is of course MONEY. As MMU is a semi private uni, it charges more than local uni.

USM
Pros
1. It's a once in a lifetime opprtunity to study in local uni as not all students have the chance to enter it!! Unless of course, u have studied Form 6.

2.The local uni is cheaper than MMU for sure cos part of the fees is paid by the government.

Contras
1. The environment is not really good for interaction between students as it is too big. You even have to take a bus to the lecture hall. That's the worse thing in the world. So less interaction between students. Less chances for u to know students from other faculties. Just stick with the same community.

2. The usage on English as a medium starts only this year. So the lecturers probably not get used to English and mix between English and Malay while teaching. In that way, we will suffer. And what we study is just half-way through.

3. Multimedia is not included inside the course. So I'll lose out to the other graduates from MMU if multimedia is in demand now as their resume is better and longer with the skills they attained during their studies in MMU.

I had consulted numerous people before regarding to this subject and now I'm sick of all this. I can't listen to all of their advice. The ultimate decision is in my hands. I even asked my school's councellor and he can't even answer my question. The councellor did not even know how to make decision. Imagine that! It's the hardest decision in my life and others had problem making decision if their in my position. I had consult one of the senior in this university, he told me that no more traditional way of business, everything in multimedia - during presentation, marketing of products and all that. He even say that if he was me, he probably had stayed here. I told him this is a once in a lifetime opportunity but all he says is: you want once in a lifetime opportunity or your future? Do you want to go through the same thing again in USM after you had been through it here? You had settle down here, why not continue on? Can you imagine yourself being there? Yeah, future is important. Well, what he say is true in some ways. I don't know how to answer him. He is really a capable person and smart. That's the reason why I consult him for advice. I dunno. Time is passing so fast. I had to make decision quickly!!
*slap slap* WAKE UP, KEAT YEE!!

Lost My Precious Phone

Sigh... I was really unlucky today.....

Sharron and Wan Teang asked me to come out for shopping today and they told me the location is Sogo. I was wondering why they wanna go there cos the place is lousy and 'low class' (dunno what word to use) or 'ciplak' in Malay. I told them to go other location but they said that there is sale over there so I just follow them. The place was really crowded by the time we leave the place at 2 p.m. and they went to the ground floor main hall where it was people searching for clothes like mad at that place.

We went there to search for clothes and since I'm not buying anything, I was looking everywhere to beware of pick pockets. I hold my bag tightly and was looking at my pocket to make sure that my phone is there. I feel that something is not right and feel that something will happen if I stay there but have to wait for my friends. We were walking to the cashier when I feel that my phone is not there is not in my pocket!! OH MY GOSH!! This could not be it!! I try to touch it and realised it reallly DID lost!! I was really panic and try to back to the place where we stand and found no trace of my phone. I was really scared at that time and I was crying but no tears in my eyes. I told them to call my phone but the phone is switched off. Too bad I can't trace my phone.

We went to see one of the Personnel of Sogo and I told them my phone is lost. We then report to the security about the lost and he told us to get to the Customer Service Counter at the 7th floor to report about the lost. We went there to report about this and there is another person who lost a RM 2000 phone and another person lost her credit card. Too bad that all this happened. I was really speechless. Don't feel like talking when the staff asking about the details. Sharron was telling them they should be more efficient in doing their work and requested them to look at the CCTV.

We went away 3 something and we went for lunch (more like tea time) at Sushi King. We ordered a Father's Day set which is just enough for us and Sharron and Wan Teang treat me to make happy. I was unhappy. They called my mum and told her about this incident and my mum was shocked to hear it. I was really upset with myself for not being careful at that split second. Never though that it will happen to me. I only had myself to blame. I was being really careful but still it happens...

After having our lunch (we finished it by 4.15 p.m.), we went to Low Yat Plaza as I want to buy network cable and Thumb drive. The thumb drive with 512 MB costs me RM 55 and network cable costs me RM 13. Almost RM 100 is spent today!! And my RM 800 Motorola SLVR L7 is lost!! That is the best phone Motorola had at the moment and I lost it!! I just use it for 3 weeks. Really sad about it. Really shock when I see my phone is lost. But no turning back for me.

Luckily for me, the people at the Maxis Service Centre at BB Plaza said that I can get back my old phone number and my credit that I only top up a week ago. At least my friends can contact me. But one thing for sure: I'll not go to Sogo AGAIN!! NEVER!! Those place is not safe. That's the reason why I only went there twice in my whole life! Imagine that!!

Well, enough of crapping. It's me Keat Yee signing off....

Puzzle in My Mind.....

I was back home today at 10.30 a.m. with nothing much to do. Many things had happened these few days and small issues had become big issues. The root for all these is the UPU results.
I was offered the Management course in USM in case no one knows it. And it really became ugly now as my aunts had argued over this problem with one of my aunt accused my other aunt & my cousins for influencing me to study in MMU. Pity my cousin for being the victim. And there some arguments here in my house with my dad really upset with me and accusing my mum and sis for all this.

My mum was accused for allowing me to go to MMU to study. My sis was not even to allow to apply for MMU next year!! Too sad that this had become a tragedy at my home *sob sob*. Why the hell all of this happening? Everyone is innocent!! WHY!! I was really disappointed with all this sort of things. This is MY FUTURE and I'm not really happy with all these happenings. TREGEDY will happen SOON!!

I'm not saying for that local university is good not or private uni is better. But having compare between both MMU and USM, i can see that MMU had the edge over USM. Not saying that USM is not good, it just that MMU had the extra to offer. They taught extra subjects that USM is not teaching which makes MMU graduates more competitive. If anyone need reference, check out www.usm.my and www.mmu.edu.my/~fom/home.htm for more details. I'm sure by comparing both course structure, you can see that MMU had MUCH more to offer.

TOO bad my undecisiveness had make me can't support my stand. I prefer MMU to USM, but I can't stand seeing my dad upset with me. I wonder why government can make a Science student study Business. I know, I had fill in the course as one of my choice, but it's the advice from the counsellor. AND the only reason why I was offered business course is because I was not accepted to a Science course. If I was offered a Science course, sure I'll go for it. No doubt about it.

But there some person I want to give credit to for giving me some good advice: Nicky (for telling me to compare both and give the advatage), Eason (for telling me to go with my decision), Wan Teang (cos she say she'll support my decision no matter what), Chee Wei, my mum, my cousins, somehow my dad, cos he had told me earlier that it's up to me to make decision. But I can see that my dad wants me to study at local uni, because people had been local uni had better reputation. I'm not saying that what my other friends' advices are not right. They are entitled to their opinion. But somehow I agree that wherever u study, u can get a job.... How true is that?

I want to study at MMU for a reason - the course structure is better than USM - but somehow the registration will be on next week and I had other elements to be considered. But is the reputation of the local uni is really that important to be considered. If it was 10 years ago, then I can guarantee that local uni had good reputation but now,....well, I dunno. Sigh... wish that I had distinct choices than this. If not, i'll probably be a happy student now. Too much to be considered, my future, financial problems, my family opinion, etc..... TOO nuch to be thought. AND registration is next week.......... I don' really wanna regret with my choice.....

SIGH.....
SIGH.....
SIGH.....

~Undecided~

Sigh....it's me here blogging again.... Twice in a day!! Nothing much here to do now in MMU, considering the fact that not much classes this week and without a PC here in MMU, you do suffer!! Can't download notes, always have to wait for your turn for you to use PC in the library is a disaster. I was erally frustrated this week!! First thing first, I was in uncertainty studying here as I was waiting for entry to local university and now I got it, and I was offered Management in USM.
My dad called me this afternoon, congrats me for getting through to local uni. His friends and relatives had been telling him that USM is a good place to study Management and ask me to make the last decision about it. I was speechless. Well, just agreee with what he said. My mum called a few hours later, telling me to think about getting to USM, I told her that I didn't know what to do. She keep on telling me that MMU is not as good as local uni. Is local uni more prestigous than private uni. What the hell in the world is she saying this? Just because USM is a local uni doesn't mean that it was any way better than private uni. Why did she say so? I was crying while I talked to her. I was really disappointed with myself for choosing this subject in my application. What should I do now? IS there anyone out there that can give me some advice?

The Unexpected Results

Finally, it's official. The UPU results out after months of speculation about the date of release of the result. And guess what I was offered (no price for guessing) : 'Pengurusan' or management in English in USM. I was checking it online yesterday morning but to no avail. Only when I receive a message from Chee Wei only I know that the UPU results is out!! I surf the web in MMU library to know what I was offered. When I saw that I was offered a Business course in USM, I was speechless. My mind don't seem to be working! I was really shocked to see that! Never in my mind I wil be offered a business course by local uni. Yeah, I put Management as one of my choice but that's not first choice. I put it is because I was told by the counsellor to do so. What the hell in the world they are thinking when they offer a Science student an Art course?

I called my mum to tell her this. She can't believe what she hears. I was damned sad when I heard that my dad was really disappointed to know about that news. Really confused right now. I don't even know if I should continue studies over here in MMU or go to USM. What soulhd I do? I don't even know what I want for future!! Science or Business? Should I appeal against the decision?

One of my friends is even worse. She was offered 'Geoinfomatik'. What course is that? Did anyone heard of it before? She was really helpless right now. I feel so bad for her. AND also the friend of my room mate don't even get offered a course even though she got 3.4 in CGPA for STPM. The top student of my class was offered 'Pendidikan'. Damn!! What r the people in UPU doing? Really disappointed with Malaysia. And they wonder why Malaysians in Britain never back to Malaysia and serve the government and try to make it a big issue.

Well, I was back to my old crapping self again just because of this stupid local university issue. It will be an issue to everyone every year and always do.

I've Been Tagged!!

- The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
- Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
- Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
- If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
- Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Gosh, I have been tagged. Never thought that I would had this moment in my life. Had no choice but to do it.

1. Independent
My lover had to be independent who can take care of me and NOT someone who I had to take care of. NO mummy's boy for me!! He had to know how to take care of himself and be a leader in his own way.

2. Ambitious
A guy need to had ambitions or dreams that he wants to achieve. Chasing his targets will make his life more meaningful. He had the vision of what he wanted. It's more secure to have a lover like this to guide me through my life. A guy without a dream was like a little duckling that lost his mother. He will be lost in the flow or just follow the crowd blindly in everything he does.

3. Mature
Yea, he should be mature enough to know the reality of this world. Someone who is able to make decision that is logical. Mature enough to differentiate what's right or what's wrong. Mature enough not to act like a kid all the time.

4. Understanding
He must be understanding of me, considerate enough of me and will not be jealous over some small issues. No green-eyed monster for me!

5. Looks
Of course I'm not asking for someone like Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise. At least someone who is decent that is good enough to impress people and shut their mouth.

6. Charming (2 more to go!)
I don't know if it is counted as one point. But the truth is, I was attracted to guy who is charming. It was the fatal attraction for me - A guy who has a great smile, lively eyes, face full of expression, with a sunny boy look, makes me melt!! Just by looking at him can make me feel happy.

7. (Gosh!! I was out of idea!) Smart & Knowledgeable
Smart people is what I want,yeah. This point had went to the back of my mind somehow. He gotta be smart, not some dumb guy (it's a little bit sarcastic). You know, look smart, act smart, think smart, walk smart, book smart, street smart (as what Donald Trump says). Besides that, he should be someone that is more knowledgeable than me, have common sense, and knows what's happening.

8. (Most importantly) Connected to me
M perfect lover of course had something in common with me. If not, how can we communicate with each other? Opposites DO attract, but at least things like culture, beliefs, vision should have some common with me. But till now still wondering why people of the opposite can be a couple? The beauty and the beast, the tall and the short....

And lastly, of course, the perfect lover of me had to be a MALE... Born MALE and brought in way a MALE supposed to be...

Phew!! Finally got through all the 8 points... I had a vision of my own perfect lover but somehow I struggle to give some points. Wonder why? I think some of the points pretty much the same ... AT least for me, that's what I think..

Hmmm... the 8 people I'm tagging are...
1. Yuen Mei
2. Sharron
3. Lin Hui
4. Lai Mun
5. Linges
6. Shengcui
7. Wing
8. Somebody.....

I'm done with all my crap...

-Keat Yee signing off-

The Best Week Ever In My Life

Time past so fast. It was just last Saturday I went for registration in MMU followed by the Orientation Week and now I'm back to my home after one week stay in hostel. Sigh... happy times went at the blink of eye. I never thought that I would enjoy the orientation week so much, and so do the others. We were almost got burned out by the tight schedule of this Orientation Week. Wake up at 6 in the morning and only got to sleep at 2 something in the morning.

So basically all of us only got 3++ hours of sleep. But other than this fact, I had a good experience. The Orientation Commitee (or what we called O.C.) is making feels like home there. I remember the first day where the MC, was calling all of us 'sotong' because all of us is not energetic at all. He gave me the impression of being a cocky person as he was really sacarstic in his words and was laughing at people. But he was really warm and never fail to make us laugh and alive with the energy and vibrance in him.

Most of the times, we had briefing by the staff in MMU and also some group activties but one thing for sure is the time we spent in the MPH or Multipurpose Hall is more than the time we spent on our bed.

The most memorable day got to be the opening ceremony on 12th June 2006 where the Minister of Higher Education officiated the Orientaion Week in the presence of Tun Dr Siti Hasmah Ali. Wow!! First time I saw some VIPs in my life! They were here in Cyberjaya campus with Video conference over to Melaka campus. Nicky had told us before that Cyberjaya campus had the privilege to be the host of opening ceremony 4 years in a row!! An honour to hear that. I got to shake hands with the minister and Tun Dr Siti Hasmah Ali. What an honour!

The next most memorable moment got to be the performance night on 13th June 2006! All of the groups performed with limited time for preparing but still do a great job in our performance. Love the performance by the OCs too. They really did a great job in dancing, acting and singing. But the performance that night had been a controversial one with most of the performance is filled with the 'brokeback' elements. Hehe...

But the most memorable time got to be the closing ceremony!! After the closing by the Vice President of MMU, we were all shouting the 'Freshie Cheer' happily for the very last time and singing the song 'Permata Dunia'. I was feeling really emotional when all the OCs took the stage and sitting there and share their experience. So basically it is the moment where all of us were crying out loud expressing our sadness. I can see that the MC trying real hard to control his tears from flowing down but and it flow down when we sang the song 'Those Were The Days'. This is the first time I had seen so many guys crying(really!!) and they are not afraid to show their emotions. Good thing, I guess. All of us were hugging each other saying thank you to each other. Something for sure, the MC cried the longest. He was crying when I asked him for autograph and take a pic. 1 hour went by and he's still crying!

After going through all this, now its time for reality check; my aunties call me to ask if I had the right choice of switch from Science to Business. They were saying that it was such a waste to switch to Business now. They had been asking me if I had consider other uni which offers thse course I'm interested in. Of course I had check it out, and the fees is not affordable. Who doesn't want to have good quality education? Why is everyone making a big deal of it?

I was really confused right now, considering the fact that if I'm making the right choice. No one here to support me...sigh. I'm not really that smart in my studies as my friend, Sharron knows it. I barely remember all the facts of Biology which is the main subject during my studies in Form 6. SO will I excel if I study Biology-related subjects in University? That's the Question right now. It depends on the course that local uni offfer me. If is not the course that I wanted, I'll continue my studies in MMU. MMU was really a nice place to study, really. I think I'd fell for MMU. MMU rocks.

University Life

Well, I'm going to start my university life tomorrow. Sigh...what an experience!! Never thought that this will be so fast. Half a year seems to be such a short period! From finishing STPM to working, everything seems to past in the blink of an eye! Really dunno what to be expected from the new university term. Hopefully everything to go smoothly. Sigh... entry for local university will only be known after I went to MMU. Sigh... What should I do if I really get to enter local uni? Everything will be in a mess!! Withdrawing from the university will be tough task!!
I will only be back home once a week. No online, no TV. Well, that's fine though.

Keat Yee here signing off.

About My Life

Right I had nothing much to do... Just blogging here. I was thinking back on all those times when I was younger and I thought of the bad things that I have done. I was really upset with myself, being such a brat myself. How could I be such a lousy person. Of course my friends don't know about that, but somehow, I was really sad thinking about it.

I was a big bully, that's what I think about myself. I was controlling my brother from doing things that he likes, sometimes we even quarrel about it; just because I want him not to become bad. Thinking back on all those times, now I realise that I was doing it overboard! Really sorry for that, making my brother hate me. The damage is done and nothing can turn back the times. Sometimes I wonder if I had do anything right before, wonder why I got friends that really understands. I sucks. How my brother acts today is probably got to do with my attitude towards him, as he had said before. I was a control freak, fussy about anything, sometimes making people so annoyed with me. Arguing with people about some small silly things, what's the point in that? Getting people to follow what I say? Get the satisfaction for winning an argument? Damn it!!

I was some kind of a dumb person too. As my mum said, I was too dumb for laughing all the time over small matters. That's associates me with those people that they say 'Dumb Blonde' Why can I be such a dumb girl? It is a far cry from the image people potrays me: some clever girl who is friendly. Sigh...

Well, me complaining again about myself.... If I had no confidence in myself, how can others be confident of me? No one will respect me if I don't respect myself.

Really want to thank one of my friend for giving me advice just now. He told me not think too much, just feel things with your heart and take things more positvely. Good advice!! Hehe...

It me, Keat Yee here again, crapping as usual. Wishing her life will be better.

Daniel's Showcase Pics

As promised, I'm going to upload some of the pictures took at the Daniel showcase at 27th May 2006. Some of them quite blurry....sigh....so I just put some of the clearer ones.

Nothing had been done these few days at home, feeling bored even though I was supposed to pack all my stuff for the orientation week starting this saturday. Sigh...feel too lazy to just walk around.

I went to KLCC last Saturday for the Book Fest organised by Popular. We're suppose to pasy RM 2 for the entrance fees but FOC for those below 18. I was so stupid to buy tickets for entry cos they are not that strict in checking ICs for comfirmation. I bought 5 CDs for RM 120 which is a bargain cos at normal price, you can only buy 3 with RM 120. I am a Popular member, so I was able to get extra discount for those CDs and one of the CD is given 70% discount. The others was 20% or 30% discount. Really happy about it, cos the RM 2 was worth it. It was so crowded at the KL Convention Centre or KLCC as it was a public holiday for the Agong's birthday 3rd June 2006). Bought nothing at KLCC as we are in a hurry to go home. Happy that I got some CDs to add to my collection but too bad that I don't have enough time to browse through the Chinese books section. Sigh....

Feeling Great

I was really happy today, hearing comments from my best friend. That's really a compliment to me! That was the best compliment I have ever received, considering the fact that I was a stubborn girl, having everyone to listen to me. I was really lucky to have people listen to what I says; some maybe get mad at me for being such a stubborn girl, arguing with me about the right or wrongs. Not much people will ever compliment me, with my bad atttitude like that. I also get mad easily at the smallest things that irritates me. This make I'm not a very sociable person. Only my friends can stand me, I guess. Some even back-stab me!! I had this experience before.

During secondary school, I had this AJK of the Librarian Board that talks bad about me. I never thought that she will do this to me, even though she never like me when I'm under her supervision. There's a case when I was in primary school, my best friends even scribble my name on my wall and write bad things about me! Imagine that: primary students writing bad about me and never admit their wrongs. It's hard to trust them already but still I'm friends with them until we're different class in Standard 5. Well, am I really that bad in real person? Everyone is not perfect. I'm not perfect. But now I'm trying to change my attitude to become a better person. Backstabbing is scary.

Referring to one of the previous post, I was saying I am a lucky person. Maybe I'm not. It is just the better way of saying things that I have. Better than saying I DESERVE it. I was really childish writing that post. Sigh...I'm not going to delete it though. Looking at my blog, some of my blog is really, really childish. Wonder why I wrote all those stuff. Well, gotta cut it short.

Everything Comes With A Price

This week, the worst thing had happened to my PC- the monitor broke down!! Luckily for my siblings, my dad's quick approval on buying a new monitor had enable them to go online this whole 2 weeks which is their mid-term semester holidays. It cost about RM 400 for the new monitor. Well, for me, I'm fine with not being to get online as I'm not an internet addict but since line is available, of course I use it!!

Finally I found a new new identity for my blog - a new title and a new description that represents me the best. Maybe it is not the most important thing in my life, but at least this important for my friends to know the REAL me in order to get close to me. Really satisfy with the outcome. Hehe.....

This week had been really boring for me as I was just lazing around in my house. Even the job of cleaning my room which is long due is not finished as I was too lazy to do anything. Yesterday I went to Mid Valley to buy the formal wear for the orientation programme of the university. I already had my target place to get it - SEED and PADINI as these 2 places offer formal wear. I was able to get everything I wanted - black pants and skirt and also a blouse. It cost about RM 150 for all those clothes. If it were not for the 50% discounts I got, it will costs a whooping RM 300. Study starts next week but now I'm not in the mood of start studying. But I have not started perparing things that is supposed to bring to the campus - bedsheet, clothes, stationary etc, etc.

Last week I had a short chat with Lien Ghee on MSN, and she told me her current situation. Even though it was just 10 minutes but I was happy to hear from her. This is better than reading her blogs. After what I chat with her, I came to this conclusion: Everything came with a price. Even though people had been envious of her for getting scholarship to further studies overseas, she had her own dilemma. Leaving family members and friends here, starting a new life there with new environment and people she barely even knows. Everyone had high expectation of her as she was the scholar. Creme de la creme. Imagine the high pressure she had to be put of with. But I believe she can will be tough enough to handle it. Like those rich people, the had the money but that doesn't mean they are happy with it. Am I correct? Enough said....